Let’s Check In!

As some of you have seen my Instagram (@_talkswithdemi) and Facebook (Talks with Demi) post last week you know I had a ROUGH week. I was going through some confusion, anger, and irritability moments throughout most of the week. I was beginning to doubt decisions I’ve made and wanting to make rash decisions to try and make up for the decision. I was worried about financial situations, instead of just staying calm I was in an anxious headspace.

Those who know me personally know this is not usually who I am. I am one who stays positive when things are going “wrong” or even when I am upset I normally can talk myself down and see the value in the situation. I usually can pull out what I can learn from the situation.

NOPE NOT LAST WEEK! The bad vibes were literally lingering; and I was mentally and emotionally drained. It’s been years since I let myself get like that and I couldn’t understand why I was in this state of mind.

Then Sunday, I got into a car accident and was shook up, angry, and frustrated all over again. I had gotten into car accidents from behind as a child and I didn’t realize how much it was a trigger for me as an adult. I’m so grateful I walked away from the accident with no cuts, bruises, or anything. I’m just sore from the hit and my car also is still in good condition.

Although last week was an emotional rollercoaster I am extremely grateful to have lived through it. I figured out why I was so on edge and not my normally self and it’s because I was worrying. Usually I am not one to worry or have lack of hope. Last week’s lesson was a spiritual one: HAVE FAITH AND WORRY LESS!!! I’m always that person who normally trusts God to get me out of any and every situation. Last week was something different. God continues to show me he will provide and protect me, even when my faith is wavering. For this I am forever grateful. I know and believe this week will be a better one!